Pre-op appointment

Met with the surgeon today. This is totally happening in a few days. I'm getting nervous and feeling lots of other feelings as well. I wish I knew just what to do with myself. You'd think that having been through this twice before that I'd have a better grasp on my emotions, etc, but you know, honestly, I really don't. I just find myself getting scared and frustrated and joyous and teary and... gosh... I sound pregnant. Maybe this just is how it is for now.